Stuck in the gerbil wheel

I think I am coming down with a cold.

The reason that *really* sucks? Because when I am sick I lose all control of my blood sugars which normally I would just try to adjust but right now I am trying to get figured out what NPH dose I should be on.

This means I increase my dose by one unit every night till my morning reading is between 5.0mmol/L and 5.5mmol/L. As of this morning I was 6.8mmol/L but if I am indeed coming down with something that number will most likely go ...

So this morning we finally got our Aerogarden Pro 200. We set it up in the living room with the Salsa kit this morning and let it run all day.

We were sitting on the couch talking about 10 minutes ago when Aaron started to complain about how we need to change the time the lights are set to go off and how it was currently set to stay on till 2am.

I told him it wasn't a big deal because it's the living room so unless we have someone staying overnight it really doesn't matter. ...

It's been two years since Aaron and I decided to TTC. 15 cycles. Yes, a couple of those cycles we were forced to take a break for different reasons (2 cycles around the time my dad passed and for the time afterwards, a cycle or two for health reasons) but it's been two years.

Two years of me of wondering if my only chance passed years ago. Two years of me dealing with my sister trying to talk me into TTC. Two years of watching couples from my TTC group on another message board graduate ...